photo addict

they say life can be lost unexpected as easilly as a lost coin.

today i had received a very bad news ,after being treated for days in the hospital my 4 years old dog cookie had died because of a problem in his heart and kidney….im just…im so sorry ….maybe its my fault i shouldnt have spend more time with him shoulda treat him better.i remember first day when i bought him so small he can fiited a barbie bed,always crying when lefted alone in the night ,so i have to bring him in my room and slept with me (i cant get enough sleep for one week and it was during exam huhh), i always remember hows he’s been loyal to me,always angry and giving sound like grrrrr for the other when they want to take him for bath but not for me…. and he always like it when i tickle the area under his mouth and his tummy ,he’ll go gigle giglle on the floor , alwayss loveee bread better than meat ( i dunno why isnt meat tasted better??) . really enjoyed his company all this time all this four years,that spoiled dog always pee n poop everywhere and ……maybe its better this way tough ,cos i just cant stand to see him suffer and being so thin for not being able to eat anything..cant even stand without shaking..i cant do anything . now he’s gone just like that….i think im gonna missed him….. im sorry cookie

well well i havent done blog in such a long time…guess i change so much that last blog that i post look redicullous soo i have to delete it ,embarassing hahaha.well its like 3 am now and i have nothing todo but i have a lot of thing in my mine soo i tought hey maybe i just might  as well write a blog,sorry if the blog contain nonsense n got nowhere  ahaha just wanna talk my mind out for a bit. but err for a second tought there im not really good at bloggings maybe i maight just as well stop hahahhaha

huh?im kinda new to this posting thingy…dunno what to write down ahaha.well latelly im so happy co my parent support my works by giving equipment and stuff for photography yayy.this way i can make more quality in my photos ahaha.and as usually as the concepter digital artist pothographer and the model also .wheeww what a load of work…as usuall i work by my self…can u imagine?with all the make up and stuff i still have to running around fixing ligthning and camera angle ahhhhh just give me an ache in the back…but its fun i like photography and also like being photoed,maybe i will pursue my career as a  model ahahahah any agency interested ?hueeeee thats all i think for my first post ahahaha